我是一边听着队歌，一边流泪，写下这篇帖子的 和这里很多老资格尤文蒂尼比我资历还很浅，然而五年来我爱尤文的心从来未变。
从电话门曝光的第一刻起，我就坚定的站在尤文这边，那时哪怕是意丙，哪怕要十年八年的漫长等待，我也不会犹豫。如果尤文需要为自己做错的事救赎，那么请让我一路相随。少帅到来时，皮耶罗，德哥，布冯，特雷...纷纷宣布留队时，我一遍遍泪盈于睫。
然而之后的很多事情，让我感到憋闷和委屈，我一次次的劝解自己，毕竟三巨头不可能回来了，毕竟新的管理层会慢慢锻炼得坚硬起来，毕竟挽留球员大体上也是成功的，毕竟带着这些罚分我们依旧可以在下赛季以不败战绩重返...
然而我不能够面对德哥的愤怒和孤独。我愤怒于足协的偏私和无可救药，我更愤怒于俱乐部的懦弱和冷酷。今天一整天我都感到这种难抑的痛苦。我不明白，经历了这个夏天的劫难，还有什么比德哥，皮队，Gigi他们的心更值珍惜。
我不是德哥专属球迷，但这个夏天之后，德哥就是我的神。
这么多年不悔不倦的支持，想要不再爱尤文图斯，对我来讲已经不可能了。但我为这爱已经付出了太多的代价，我不在乎外人的窃笑，我不怕足协的打压，但我害怕这来自于球队内部的心寒。也许，德哥的心被伤透之后，我也会努力的使自己走出阴霾。
尤文图斯，我爱你，然而我会学着忘记。
“现在意乙就是我的冠军杯”
“我亏欠尤文图斯，所以我留下”
If pavel really retired.
Fell the victim of the unjustice of Italian soccer community and the cowardice
of Juventus board.
I will never forgive Juve, never.
He did all he could.
and you deceived him.
He stay with you at your hardest time.
He cares not about money, reputation.
what did you repay him?
you leave him alone!
I can't control my rage.
maybe I don't have to.
I have never considered about giving up when you were downgraded, because in Ju
ventus I trust.
Now you are hurting the most decent and nobel man alive, you are letting your m
ost loyal fans down.
If pavel really retired, in dismay, in pity, in red.
I will never forgive you, Juve.
Since i heard that facing the result of the arbitration, milan managers kept su
ing and you were satisfied of serie B, i have tried my best to reconcile myself
with the reality that big three are gone, never to return,and you will grow st
ronger hereafter.
no supporters left you.
but you hurt us again and again.
now you are on top, and you will come back next season.
but if Pavel retired.
I am gonna forsake.
